Lacey's Madame Journal One

She sits in the corner with her tangled hair on her shoulders.  Her smeared lipstick gives off a clownish presentation.  Her mascara is matted and runny.  She takes deep breaths but doesn't say a word.  She watches.

Nearby on the bed sits a woman dressed in mini skirt and blouse.  Skirt hiked up and shirt opened forcefully as evidenced by the torn buttons.  She is moaning softly as dark chocolate fingers gently push in and out of her pussy.  First two, then three fingers.  The moans increase..suddenly four fingers break into the narrow opening and she buckles.  She holds her breath as her body trembles.

Lacie is still in the corner, watching his probing hand intently.  Her tiny clitty slowly swells and she just cannot ignore it.  She wants to touch it, to feel the release, but also knows that the consequences could be devestating.  She struggles between carnal pleasure and disappointing her Blackman.

The Blackman has the woman picked up on his lap and he is pounding his thick fingers into her over and over.  Her orgasm becomes loud cries and the Blackman laughs.  He pushes her until she collapses.  He pulls out his cum soaked hand and walks across the room.

"Lick it!" says the Blackman to lacie.  "Don't let one drop fall!"

She gently laps up the pungent goo.  It makes her gag for a minute but she struggles to not show her feelings.  Lacie wants to please the Blackman.  She knows that if she is very, very good she might get a chance at release.

The woman brushes down her skirt and walks to the corner of the room.  She grabs a video recorder and turns it on lacie. 

"Smile, Bitch!" commands the woman.  Lacie looks longingly at the camera, licking the Blackman's hand.

Then with a sudden jolt, the Blackman picks Lacie up and throws her face first into the nearby chair.  Lacie's hair is tangled and tight.  Her tiny clitty is painfully pressed into the wood.  She wants to cry out but she knows that silence is her only salvation.  If she makes a single noise, she will be denied the pleasure of the Blackman for several days.

The Blackman takes his long, thick cock without warning or lubrication forces it into the tight and unrelenting pussy of Lacie's.  She starts to cry out but bites down on her lip.  Tears well up as the pain seems unbearable.  The woman comes in closer with the camera.  She films the runny makeup and messy haired Lacie.  The woman takes care to highlight the screwed up look of pain on Lacie's face.

The Blackman slows down his movements.  After settling on a steady rhythym, Lacie begins to relax.  She finds herself pressing back and down onto the massive cock.  The Blackman doesn't seem to be in any hurry and Lacie begins to enjoy the pressure. 

Suddenly without warning Lacie's pussy shoots down towards the floor a rush of cum that she is helpless to prevent.  The woman films it closely.  The woman then comes towards Lacie, suspended on the Blackman's cock and slaps her had.  Lacie's face stings.  But the woman is relentless.  She hits and hits and Lacie's ass gets stretched and broken.

In this chaos she starts to feel a release.  The pain begins to mutate into a lull and her ears rush with the sound of water and she begins to feel the tiny clitty gaining in size already again.  Lacie knows that the punishments could be worse if she were to release again.  The woman steps back and begins taking more pictures of Lacie's mauled face and runny eyes.

"You stupid, fucking whore," the woman says, "This is the same man that tried to intimidate me? Who tried to make me feel small and insignificant."

The woman leans over and spits into Lacie's face.  It runs into one eye and down her cheek.  The humiliation was too much and Lacie braced herself.  As the Blackman's cock entered her harder than ever, her tiny clitty pushed out another huge load of cum.  The woman has it all on video.  The woman's grin makes Lacie's eyes water.  The cum burned but so did the tears.

Lacie wonders if they are tears of relief or of pain.  Curiously the Blackman's cock felt right.  The Blackman pushed hard and the rush of his cum swelled into Lacie's pussy.  He dropped her and she collapsed to the floor.  Lacie was wasted physically and emotionally.

The woman sets down the camera and walks to Lacie.  She pulls Lacie to her feet by gripping her hair tightly.  Lacie stumbles but manages to get up.  The woman shoves Lacie's face into the cock of the Blackman.  Lacie knows what to do.  She slowly cleans every residue of cum from the Blackman's cock.  She laps it lovingly.  Tasting the cum of the Blackman is a priveledge.  Lacie showed how thankful she was with her eyes.

The woman put down the video camera and sat on the floor cradling Lacie's head.  The Blackman shakes his cock over their heads and then leans over and spits right into Lacie's face.

"You dumb bitch!" He scolds.  "I told you not to fucking spray out that clitty of yours until I said you could."  He walks away from the pair, naked and shining with sweat.

Lacie hugs the Woman and starts to weep.  She knows that worse is to come...

MY JOURNAL 2

I dolled all up , blood red lipstick, black eyeliner and eyeshadow, painted my nails dark red, white thigh highs, very high black heels, my hair up, with curly side bangs, and a short little low cut pokadot dress, all for my boss wife, ready and anxious for some housework.
  My madam is in her room and I hear some whispering and hushes but I don't try to listen its against the rules to spy, then she tells me from behind the door to go into the bathroom and shut the door she has a surprise for me and not to come out until she says I can, so of course I obey. Through the door she starts making fun of me, she can't believe I let myself be owned by blackmen in prison that I had been gangbanged by 7 blackmen at once things like that, and I don't think she really did believe me, when she let me come out there were 5 naked very big blackmen standing here and there there black dicks were hard and waiting and she looked at me and said:
"You said you sucked black dick all day , swallowed it and all, I want you to suck these".  I of course obeyed

Lacie's First Journal

1: MY JOURNAL ENTRY ONE

I had just revealed to you that in prison I was a sissy/bitch and I wanted to keep just between us. Well then black men that owned me in there started popping up like D, W, W and S. I know you wanted to control me 100% and I want that too( not to control) I kept jerking you around when it came to meeting black guys from online who wanted me like this, actually that would admit it. You knew I wasn't bluffing bc we did manage to get a black man from GR and she saw clearly how eager I was when I was sucking his black dick. 

You tricked me into coming over you wanted to take pictures of me all dolled up make up hair done no facial hair I wore my heels, and some blue panties saying"k's bitch" on the butt. I wore a tight mini skirt and a tank top which I forgot has "nigga luva" on it. K told me to go into the bathroom so I did, five minutes later i emerged and there were 5 black men who were naked and already fucking her(you) there was another white girl there I don't think she did it w them but she spotted me . The black men got really irritated when they read "nigga luva" on my pink shirt it got rough after that they we re thoroughly humiliating me, it had been awhile but as soon as their big black cocks penetrated me I remembered who I was . 
If "K" and I lived together, just us, I would be pretty all day, id cook and id clean, do laundry,and wash dishes every day, id sleep in her bed with her like a married couple would. Watching you get off so desperately made it all the more important, they were fucking you mouth, pussy and ass, two of them tended to me and you were laughing all of you and the other female with you was like the ringleader very sarcastic what kind of man ?? 

Introduction

Hello Internet world!  I am starting down an exciting journey with my lovely wife and sissy, lacie.  We are both breaking into the world of submission, sissification, and subjugation to dominant Black Males.  Here you will see our deepest thoughts, fantasies, and events that shape our lives together and also to those men we serve.

I am blessed to have a beautiful and sexy submissive gurl to dress up and pass around.  Please feel free to post questions or comments! We have so much of us to share with you!

Tiffany